I just stared at her with my eyes wide open and my mouth wide open, because her thoughts were too sudden. I explained that she was silent for a few seconds and then went on to say
As far as you smoke, if you quit smoking every day, you can’t save a few coppers. I have long advised you not to smoke, especially not to smoke. I hate N factory cigarettes, and you always don’t listen.
When she talked about this, she suddenly shed a few tears. I know this is because she hates N factory, but I can’t think so in my heart. I always spill them as a way to persuade me. I quietly thought for a while, and after she calmed down, I told her the reason for yesterday’s registered letter and told her about today’s money purchase. Finally, I had to go for a walk every night because of my neurasthenia. After she heard my excuse, she believed me. After I finished, her cheeks suddenly flushed at two o’clock and looked down at the table.
Oh, I was wrong about you. I was wrong about you. Don’t worry about it. It’s no harm for me to come, because you are so strange. I want to go down the wrong path. Wouldn’t it be great if you could do a good job? What did you just say that it would be great if you could make one every day for five dollars?
I suddenly felt an incredible feeling when I saw her simple attitude. I wanted to put my hands out to hug her once, but my sex ordered me to say
Don’t commit any more crimes. Do you know what situation you are in now? Do you want to poison this pure virgin? Demon demon, you are not qualified to love now.
I closed my eyes for a few seconds when I felt that kind of emotion, and after listening to the sexual command, my eyes came back. I felt that my surroundings were suddenly brighter than a few seconds ago. I smiled at her slightly and I urged her to say
It’s late at night. You should go to bed. God, you have to work. I promise you to give up cigarettes from today.
When she heard this, she got up and went back to her room to sleep.
After she went, I changed a foreign candle and quietly thought about many things.
I got this five dollars for the first time, and I’ve already gone to three dollars. Can I save 23 cents after I pay for the house together?
Just pawn this cotton gown, but I’m afraid it’s not needed in the pawnshop.
This girl is really poor, but I’m in a difficult situation, but I still have to catch her up. No, she doesn’t want to work, and she has to be forced to do it. I want to find a job, but I can’t find it at last.
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Let’s do muscle labor, but my weak wrists are afraid that I can’t eat the gravity of a rickshaw.
The courage to kill me has long since dried up, and I can still think of these two words, which proves that my ambition has not been exhausted.
Ha ha ha ha. What did the rail car robot scold me for today?
Yellow gouhuang dog is a good noun.
I thought a lot about it, but after all, there was no good way to save my eyes. When I heard the factory whistle, it seemed to announce twelve o’clock, so I got up, changed into the broken cotton gown during the day, and still blew out the candle and went outside for a walk.
People in the slums have slept quietly, and there are several houses in the building opposite Rixin Rili, which are near Deng Tuo Road. They are lighted by traffic lights, and they play their clothes, add one or two crisp songs, and come to my eardrum from the cold air conditioning in the silent night. This is about a Russian wandering girl selling money and singing there. The sky is covered with gray thin clouds and covered with rotting corpses. You can also see a little or two stars when the clouds break, but the sky seems to be full of sadness near the stars.
July 15th, 1923
Lonely spring dynasty
Maybe it’s because I’m a little old. I just don’t want to move recently. I like to sit in the sun at the south window, look at my old school and eat some digestible snacks
This year’s spring is less than the last calendar month. Plum blossoms have already thanked the daffodils in the basin, and they are very fragrant. Because they want to be secluded, even some relatives and families should go to New Year’s Day to pay a New Year’s greetings. They are too lazy to go to sleep after dinner, but they can look over the shelves and check a few times to read them conveniently. But they smoke a book of books to find out that the current situation in China is still the same as that in the Southern Song Dynasty. It is really no great difference for people to know that people with lofty ideals are choking in Chunxi, a filial piety road in the twenty-four years of the Republic of China
Reading ancient Bibi is the best way for me to kill spring days in modern times, but after reading and thinking about it, I also felt disgusted at home. In such a good spring day and in such a prime of life, can I do some sad and generous writing like Chen Longchuan, even if it is over? But if I don’t report it again and again, I can’t afford to go to the building to avoid disturbing my relatives and friends, or drag my feet to the Chenghuang Mountain to watch the fun.
Since I moved to Hangzhou, this Chenghuang Mountain has really exerted great power on me. When I am unhappy, I idle and chat. When everyone is busy, when it is rainy and gloomy, the only thing I can escape is that this pile of Dashishan doesn’t look high. I was here on New Year’s Day last year. Although I am very old, the state affairs are even worse, but the mountain cigarettes are lively. The green lady and the red man are still the same as last year, and they are afraid of provoking others. I would rather hum it on the way to the mountain with my hands behind my back.
The spring breeze of the earth is 100,000 homes, but it does not damage the prosperity. The table has been published. The emperor’s text should be in the north of the sea, and it will be a mistake. The first year of the next year is also slightly flawed.
When I got to the apartment, I even thought about the topic. It was Yi Hai Yuan’s reading of Chen Longchuan’s current affairs.
February 4, 1935
Water-like spring sorrow